a year ago...
A couple nights ago while on the phone, I decided to look back to who I was a year ago. Heres what a i wrote a year ago:
Im here listening to music some what annoyed due to the attitude and injustice a family member of mine presented to me today...but that person doesnt realize that im only one helping around....ahhh!!!!
MOVING ON!
WELL WHAT CAN I SAY...2004 was sure a great year, it brought me laughter =), it brought me tears, it brought me wisdom, but i cant forget to mention that I matured quite alot this year, perhaps i do not always show it, and sometimes when i do, it is misunderstood as blasphemy, or a is taken as a joke...
How can i forget all those moments in which I almost pissed my pants ^-^...I sure have lots of memories, and i sure have good friends that took care of me when i was bored and made me throw laughter into the air. Oh God, marching season...::looks up:: man this one i cant forget. All those incredible bus rides back to Pace in which singing started, and continous flows of crap that we saw that made us laugh like never b4. Or those unforgettable lunch periods and which crap is all we say but showing the language of the soul is all that "crap" does.
Now tears...'04 brought me hours of tears, that after cleaning, left thoughts and maturity waiting to be deposit, in my heart and mind. Spring was hell, due to the love i had for a certain person...man i loved that girl, i really, really did...and i dont know why though...she didnt even liked me back =(
Stuck in the short moments with her in my mind...and seein her just move on and go after her next guy...totally devastated me...sad skool days and long afternoons crying under a pillow...although very painful just to think of, sure helped me get over that person. Whoever is reading this might think that i hate that girl now, but they are wrong!!! I couldnt thank her more than just by an occasional "hi" or a stuffed turtle with a note on her b-day. She left a mark within me...a wound that healed up and took my sight into different directions, i am now a more knowledable person thanks to her....so thank you, beautiful girl.
This year i learned alot...skool couldnt had been better. Summer skool specially...i had this incredibly knowledable teacher, that with his speeches and touching words to us, helped me steer my way into what i want to be, and what i want to do with my life. Summer also brought me liberation from many of my past torments and opened my way into a new path within my passion...music. I also cant forget that during this year i learned more about friendship and i learned who are true friends.
I loved this year...it had lots of surprises for me, and although some of them were painful, nevertheless painful, or not, they left me alot more...i cant wait for 2005 to unvail the secrets it has for me....i hope its going to have a good SAT score, and great academic year, and a performance with a band and me as the singer, but what i want the most is...the acceptance to the University of Rochester.
So God bless you all and i wish the best to the closest and the farthest of my friends, and the most profound of my love to everyone that surrounds me....have a great 2005
-Novellous Heart
I haven't change how i felt about 2004, but I certainly did change my goals for 2005. If you know me, you'll know.
Im here listening to music some what annoyed due to the attitude and injustice a family member of mine presented to me today...but that person doesnt realize that im only one helping around....ahhh!!!!
MOVING ON!
WELL WHAT CAN I SAY...2004 was sure a great year, it brought me laughter =), it brought me tears, it brought me wisdom, but i cant forget to mention that I matured quite alot this year, perhaps i do not always show it, and sometimes when i do, it is misunderstood as blasphemy, or a is taken as a joke...
How can i forget all those moments in which I almost pissed my pants ^-^...I sure have lots of memories, and i sure have good friends that took care of me when i was bored and made me throw laughter into the air. Oh God, marching season...::looks up:: man this one i cant forget. All those incredible bus rides back to Pace in which singing started, and continous flows of crap that we saw that made us laugh like never b4. Or those unforgettable lunch periods and which crap is all we say but showing the language of the soul is all that "crap" does.
Now tears...'04 brought me hours of tears, that after cleaning, left thoughts and maturity waiting to be deposit, in my heart and mind. Spring was hell, due to the love i had for a certain person...man i loved that girl, i really, really did...and i dont know why though...she didnt even liked me back =(
Stuck in the short moments with her in my mind...and seein her just move on and go after her next guy...totally devastated me...sad skool days and long afternoons crying under a pillow...although very painful just to think of, sure helped me get over that person. Whoever is reading this might think that i hate that girl now, but they are wrong!!! I couldnt thank her more than just by an occasional "hi" or a stuffed turtle with a note on her b-day. She left a mark within me...a wound that healed up and took my sight into different directions, i am now a more knowledable person thanks to her....so thank you, beautiful girl.
This year i learned alot...skool couldnt had been better. Summer skool specially...i had this incredibly knowledable teacher, that with his speeches and touching words to us, helped me steer my way into what i want to be, and what i want to do with my life. Summer also brought me liberation from many of my past torments and opened my way into a new path within my passion...music. I also cant forget that during this year i learned more about friendship and i learned who are true friends.
I loved this year...it had lots of surprises for me, and although some of them were painful, nevertheless painful, or not, they left me alot more...i cant wait for 2005 to unvail the secrets it has for me....i hope its going to have a good SAT score, and great academic year, and a performance with a band and me as the singer, but what i want the most is...the acceptance to the University of Rochester.
So God bless you all and i wish the best to the closest and the farthest of my friends, and the most profound of my love to everyone that surrounds me....have a great 2005
-Novellous Heart
I haven't change how i felt about 2004, but I certainly did change my goals for 2005. If you know me, you'll know.