Post-Script
So I guess the title of the last entry makes absolutely no sense after I deleted the paragraph where I rant about rice paddies and non-physical matrices and basically sounded like an overall crazy person (of which there seem to be many lately).
One of my biggest weaknesses is not being able to proactively change known realities. Example: I need a desklamp. Go buy a desklamp. It's too cold to buy a desklamp, and I am poor....working in the paddies all day doesn't pay much, you know. A simplistic example, but enough to give you an idea of what I'm up against. This mental process of Problem identification --> Easy solution identification --> Excuse --> Joke (excuse me, bad joke) --> Distant memory, persists in all areas of my lifestyle. I think this goes beyond procrastination, I'm living in an alternate world where innaction constitutes as a "time out," temporal suspension of issues and ramifications. Oh, wait, if that's an alternate reality then the 6.5 billion people contributing to consumption/production insustainability and climate change must be getting jiggy in here with me too. Global warming--In a pig's eye!
One of my biggest weaknesses is not being able to proactively change known realities. Example: I need a desklamp. Go buy a desklamp. It's too cold to buy a desklamp, and I am poor....working in the paddies all day doesn't pay much, you know. A simplistic example, but enough to give you an idea of what I'm up against. This mental process of Problem identification --> Easy solution identification --> Excuse --> Joke (excuse me, bad joke) --> Distant memory, persists in all areas of my lifestyle. I think this goes beyond procrastination, I'm living in an alternate world where innaction constitutes as a "time out," temporal suspension of issues and ramifications. Oh, wait, if that's an alternate reality then the 6.5 billion people contributing to consumption/production insustainability and climate change must be getting jiggy in here with me too. Global warming--In a pig's eye!