every day i'm psychoanalyzed / for my lover, for my lover
haircut.
i think after i work out and tone up / lose 10 pounds i'll look more or less exactly the way i want to. this is the summer of reinventing myself.
things:
- date with ashley: bad. i didn't find her attractive and she was so.. just not my type at all. bleh.
- "i kissed a girl" by katy perry simultaneously makes me want to dance around / sing along, while also writing a research paper about negative bisexual stereotypes in the media, biphobia, the college "party bi" phenomenon, etc. it's a guilty pleasure, for sure, up there with: kanye west's version of "better, faster, stronger". i'd do anything for a blonde dyke... oh dear. but good queer songs: melissa etheridge - tuesday morning, & tracy chapman - for my lover.
- in anthro class, our final is a project on gender. no essays allowed (damn!). i'm teaching about heterosexuality, i think. using this pamphlet: i think i might be straight! : the common sense guide to the heterosexual lifestyle.
okay enough of that.
i'm going to auburn in early august.
oh dear.
i anticipate lots of running off to seattle, sneaking out to meet pat, and getting annoyed with my parents. the usual.