Mar 13, 2009 17:26
Hello there.
I got a little bit of a brain-fuck. I thought I was eligible for the work-study/volunteer program to enable me to work at the YMCA after-school program, but apparently I am not. It's allright, and I've accepted it as gracefully as possible, but I'm still kind of bummed. I was pretty excited to leave Macy's, be able to wear jeans to work, not have to be in customer service, and play board games with kids as my JOB. However, I will be unable to do this. :(
Mergh. Is it so wrong to absolutely despise customer service? I really don't think it is!
Still, I can't do anything about it, so the best thing to do is pretend it never happened and simply go on with things as though it never came up. But I really hate the idea that I got so excited about something and it got brutally snatched from me. :(
At least in June I'll have my own place, and that's a redemption in itself. :)
I really have a lot of work piling, and only a week and a half or so left to get it all done. I really need to get a move on. Why is it already 5:36 pm? At least it's still sunny! :D
Anyway, I'd just really like a hug.
I'm thinking about what he said about Thai food, and I know I'm just going to look at him across the table with such bitterness, because I want him and can't have him. It exhausts me. New memories pop up every day.
The elephant walking upstairs needs to quit it.