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::clears throat:: okay....breathe...hmmpf
college: the wonderful time in every young adults life to grow into an adult. the first step of adventure into maturity and independence; your test, if you will, of how you manage for a short span of time away from the hovering safety of your parents.
"ARE THEY FUCKING INSANE!"
OKAY. this week has been interesting. classes are running as scheduled. im master electrician for one of the productions which is fun and hard and cool and interesting and stressful, as all theatre things are in the end. exams here performances there, its all relative and functional and fun and educational and i love it.
LIFE. my original room mate moved out not this past weekend but the weekend before. so in the time that i had i replaced Ayla with Carla whom i intended to be my room mate to begin with. which is AMAZING! but carla couldnt find time to move in until today. so inevitably eric stayed with me all week because i didnt have a room mate to worry about. and i respect carla and i wanted her to get sleep so i asked eric to stay over his place for a few days so she could adjust and we could bond.
ROOM MATES. Erics room mate, at the beginning, was quiet and reserved, respectful, neat and kept up with his book work. then two weeks ago he met "K" i dont actually know her real name its just..."K" and at first it was great that Justin had found someone for him. someone to share lunch with and snuggle while watching a movie. well one movie turned into two then several days later neither of them have left the room. that includes not going to classes and just hybernating in that dungeon of a room about 20 hours a day. now..."K" is constantly sick. and i quote, "oh yeah, im generally sick 10 months out of the year" lucky for eric and i, we havent found those two months of down time yet, so walking in that room is like walking into a stale bar after close and the air is so thick it almost feels like you can reach out and grab it.
LAUNDRY. one must do it. especially after it begins to reach a pile level HIGHER THEN YOUR BED. apperantly they didnt get that memo. so until then eric gets to deal with that stench wafting its way into his stuff. and i get to everytime i want to go see him or hang out in his room.
SHE IS ALWAYS THERE. SHE HASNT LEFT FOR DAYS. SHE CONVINCED JUSTIN NOT TO DO AN ESSAY IN THE CLASS HE HAD ALREADY SKIPPED LIKE THREE CONSECUTIVE TIMES FOR HER SO THEY COULD SLEEP IN AND HAVE A SICK DAY. THATS A FRIGGIN SICK WEEK.
THEN SHE HAS THE NERVE TO TELL ERIC HES RUDE AND CANT SING WHILE THEYRE SITTING IN HIS BED PASSIONATELY MAKING OUT WHILE WE ARE THERE. AND THEN TELLING ME THAT WERE CRAZY WHILE THEY ARE CONFIGURING THE SCALE OF THEIR HOUSE...INCLUDING THE BABIES ROOM! THEY FUCKING INSANE! AND I TOLD THEM. ERIC HAD TO PULL ME OUT OF THE ROOM BECAUSE I ALMOST TURNED AROUND AND DECKED HER. SHE HAS IT COMING. OOOOOOH SHE DOES AND WHEN IT COMES IT WILL FEEL SOOOOOOOOO GOOD AND DESERVED.
and that so far this week, has been college. im going to buy eric pjs so he can spend the night here. i dont want him in that pit. its not healthy.
UUGG i want to fucking punch her lights out..........i hope when you read this you can feel the passion emulating from these words on how much i wanted so bad to turn around and hit her.
hopefully things will be a little better when time passes............................