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you ever feel alone? like no matter what you do or try...your all you've got in this world? i try not to let it get to me but every once and a while it just slaps me in the face. just...being alone sucks. everyone leaves me at one point, no matter what they say or how "hard they try" in the end, it all just fizzles away or ends abruptly. from my grandfather to my foster family, it will all end and everyone will move on. but i wish it wouldnt. so maybe i should be the one to leave this time...? and never come back.