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having one of those days.
sometimes i'm on top of the world then the next im sunken so low i cant tell the difference between me and the asphault.
i went through some lj's of peacock people and i cant help to notice how much people say one thing and do another. it bothers me. if you arent what they want to look at, then your forgotten before the show even opens. stupid drama. maybe im double thinking doing theater. i mean, shannon is obviously talented therefore no one else in this family has artistic capabilities. end of story. or maybe i should just stop thinking of myself as part of this family and move on. just.......leave. just go away and never look back.
only a couple more months. and im out of here for good. and i wont look back. i wont think twice, my eyes are on the present and future.
shannon and i have never had problems before but something she said the other day is festering in me. i came home from my first day of my LNA (licensed nurses aid) class and i have alot to read. and she pretty much shrugged me off and was like, thats nothing, we have to have entire monologues memorized in one night. memorizing a monologe and learning how to keep the elderly from contracting diseases are two completely different topics. if i forget a line of a monologue....its not going to put someones life at risk. ugh.
so, i guess i should go get ready for class