lots of life
so i guess its been a while.......okay so im a slacker and would rather read lj's then write in them.
lets seee.......
NHETG festival...::sniffle:: my last one; we got alternate and i was sooo excited! so we had tons of fun, plenty of cute boys, awesome shows..it was amazing.
you know, its bizarre when some one you dont know dies but all your friends around you knew that person, then someone you had small talk with in gymnastics passes on, and you hurt but not deeply; then someone you spent hours with in your room taking stupid cosmo quizzes and talking about Joe Tiano's cute butt...suddenly is not in existence...you feel blank. you feel....blank. i've thought about maria every day since the news. but i couldnt be at the funeral due to restrictions of festival, i literally had no way out of it or we would get reprimanded. i feel so friggin guilty for not being there. im sorry.
life trudges on in the bk lounge...i cant wait until i get a different job....thank god!
tomorrows international night...im doing ireland...hope it comes out good!?!?!?!? ::crosses fingers::
ummm...the love life....it should be burned and never exist again....i hate this whole thing...its just wrong. i need to tell him but its gonna hurt him so bad i'd rather put myself through the agony, i dunno anymore.
going to bums house this weekend...cant wait i miss her and my uncle and cousins...woot woot
umm.....oh! i went to church last weekend...and i actually liked it and im going back for a second helping! who knows maybe this is a good thing?!
and im tired so im gonna go but i got farther then i usually do.
g'night.