frustrated

[novatus]

hi peeps,
today is a hot one.
my stupid car door is stuck again i had a accident when I came back from england and i took it to be fixed and the door is messed up again.the fender has slid behind the door so it will not open i am so pist off about this.I seem never to have enough time to do it all.It seems I have enough time to do everthing else for every one else.I can't seem to get a moments piece to do what I need to do or want to do.I have really wanted my pictures took and every time i set it up something else comes up.i have had only one day off a week and it is full.i need some releaf.My home life isn't bad i guess.but i have decided to change genders of partners.My friend say's i am in the closet but i just feel i am not ashamed i am just private.but I am so private i can not find a women that is down to earth or ready for a commited relationship.And I am getting older and more settled down.well if there is any women out there that is in need of a friend just drop me a line maybe I will be able to change my time around or give me a reason to.Well peeps this is all the time i have.once planting season is over my life can become more stable and I will have more time...see ya