Wow, it's been a while. And I'm on here when I'm extremely upset.
Ok, so here it goes. My boyfriend of not even a week broke up with me because I didn't tell him that I had sex with one fo his friends a few weeks before we got together, and about the other 2 I also had sex with. Let's just say I cried my eyes out from the time I found out why he was ending it to about the end of second period. At first, he was only breaking up with me because he found out about me and his friend, but then my ex-boyfriend Joe just had to tell him that I've had sex with more guys, which just pissed him off even more. I worte him a note telling him that it really does hurt, and I didn't want to tell him because 1. it's in the past and I would like to forget about it and 2. I thought that he would think I was a complete and total slut. I also wrote down, hey how would you feel if I broke up with you because some girl or girls gave you head befoer and you didn't tell me. It would hurt, probably not as much as I'm hurting, but it would hurt. Honestly, I've never felt this way about a guy since my first real serious boyfriend in 8th grade. He was the one I lost my virginity to, and he broke up with me less than 3 days later. It took me about a year to put my heart back together, now it will take me about the asme time or longer to piece my heart back together from this. I really like Terry(the guy whyo just ended it w/ me), and I'm head over heels for him. I just really hope he read my note, and maybe will someday take me back.....omg I feel ready to cry again.....