Aug 20, 2004 23:48
I'm a confession that is waiting to be heard.
-Marilyn Manson "Spade"
I don't plan on stopping this now. I know I shouldn't continue, but I won't stop for a "shouldn't" these days. In many ways, I couldn't even if I wanted to, though I don't. Why would I want to stop? It's the beauty. So much beauty, but you know what? I don't want it. I don't fucking want it!
I have about a week or so for preparation. Just a few more bits and pieces I won't miss. The happy times. Remember the happy times. Anyway, none of this matters now. The self-destruction process has already begun.
Beautiful.