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to sick to work, hell to sick to do anything but be miserable and feel sorry for myself. which i have been doing alot of latel, nasty habit that, i thin i should calm down and try to think rationally. i discovered yesterday that i have concrete in my nose screw, where the little stone used to sit. i'm not sure how i should feel about this.
i didn't sleep last night, spent the night coughing and sneezing and thinking about life. i have a move coming up soon, and i REALLY hope everything gets sorted out by then. i miss my girlfriend, but i think we need this time apart to figure our shit out. i just worry that its all gonna blow up in my face you know what i mean. i dunno, i worry much about the trivial shit in life. i just hope she realizes how much she means to me, even if i'm a frustrating asshole who always winds up with his feet in his mouth.
i didn't sleep last night, spent the night coughing and sneezing and thinking about life. i have a move coming up soon, and i REALLY hope everything gets sorted out by then. i miss my girlfriend, but i think we need this time apart to figure our shit out. i just worry that its all gonna blow up in my face you know what i mean. i dunno, i worry much about the trivial shit in life. i just hope she realizes how much she means to me, even if i'm a frustrating asshole who always winds up with his feet in his mouth.