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worked today, sick as hell but still holding together, even if its only the metal in my face thats doing the holding. i've been doing alot of thinking lately, about everything, and sometimes the thoughts move faster then i can think and all i do is get angry. i imagine i can be difficult to deal with. i become angry when i don't grasp things, not because its the right thing to do but because quite frankly, it really is hard for me to understand some things. its like my head stops working, and i have to fight to be able to think. its really frustrating. for me and those who care about me. i'm sure they all think i just have a nasty temper, but really it just happens to be my inability to articulate anything.
and now that i'm done being a whiner i find that i have nothing to say of any interest. i find myself tired and sore, but in a good mood, which is a good thing i'm sure.
and now that i'm done being a whiner i find that i have nothing to say of any interest. i find myself tired and sore, but in a good mood, which is a good thing i'm sure.