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I have done absolutely nothing since Novemeber. Band was what kept me from seeing everything I see now.
How is it that there is so much running through my head at one time but nothing can come out? Maybe I'm insane. Maybe not. Maybe I'm fine, but I need to forget about other people or learn to accept that "some got it and some don't". Call me antisocial.
Come to think of it, since all of this I haven't laughed hardly at all. I haven't played much at all. What have I done? This all needs to stop.
None of this is critical. The next three months will be exactly the same.
I should just forget about it all like I normally would. But I am feeling exceptionally motivated with the thought of all this.
eff it. You never have anyone in life except your family in life, right? even then...
How is it that there is so much running through my head at one time but nothing can come out? Maybe I'm insane. Maybe not. Maybe I'm fine, but I need to forget about other people or learn to accept that "some got it and some don't". Call me antisocial.
Come to think of it, since all of this I haven't laughed hardly at all. I haven't played much at all. What have I done? This all needs to stop.
None of this is critical. The next three months will be exactly the same.
I should just forget about it all like I normally would. But I am feeling exceptionally motivated with the thought of all this.
eff it. You never have anyone in life except your family in life, right? even then...