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Remember last year when I posted something like seven times a day, just to complain about one thing or another? Remember last year when every single entry at the beginning of the year was cynical, depressed, and increasingly sarcastic? I re-read a lot of my entries and I was one sad case. I can't believe that I was actually thinking about transferring to U of M- Flint. I can't believe I thought that I was worthless and horrible. I've learned so much about myself in the past year that it's almost ridiculous. And now I look at my life and I love it. I love everything about it--except maybe being poor all the time--and I'm fully aware of how lucky I am.
That was probably the most optimistic thing I have ever said.
I have to thank my friends, though, for dealing with my depressed ass last year. I can only imagine what I put you guys through with that seemingly endless horrible mood. It's sad to think that I was measuring my time here in good days vs. bad, counting the number of each type that I had in a row and becoming a bitch when I thought that life was going downhill. Things could have been worse and I was incredibly immature to think that I had gotten the short end of the stick.
I'm starting to realize that I'm becoming an adult. And it feels incredibly good.
Rach
That was probably the most optimistic thing I have ever said.
I have to thank my friends, though, for dealing with my depressed ass last year. I can only imagine what I put you guys through with that seemingly endless horrible mood. It's sad to think that I was measuring my time here in good days vs. bad, counting the number of each type that I had in a row and becoming a bitch when I thought that life was going downhill. Things could have been worse and I was incredibly immature to think that I had gotten the short end of the stick.
I'm starting to realize that I'm becoming an adult. And it feels incredibly good.
Rach