Jan 18, 2008 19:08
you know when you're just too tired?
yeah. i feel very run-down right now. and i have this yearning to be able to pick up a phone and dial gabriel's number, and just talk to him. +55 51 92524350
i'll never forget that number. i wish i could just call and be like, "hey, did you see the macbook air demo video? isn't that wireless disc-drive connection awesome???? can't wait til we get it in the store...ohh and i saw cloverfield last night! you have to see it. oh, did you take any pictures today?"
You know. Just to talk and stuff. hear his voice i guess.
I'm not like...in pain or anything over it. Not like I used to be. I'm happy with my life the way it is. I'm just wishing that maybe my very best friend didn't actually die and I could still sometimes see how he was doing. But no, he's dead. People die. Then you can't see them or talk to them anymore. How fucking shitty, right? Guh.