bored, lazy & totally useless

[nousescreaming]

i haven't worked in over a week (spring break + passover = no subbing & no photography), it's been totally shitty outside all week (no motivation to do anything beyond the walls of my house) & it's to the point where i feel like i can't seem to do anything productive. perhaps my mind or work ethic is atrophying away. i have silly little projects i could do but i seem to keep forgetting about them or ignoring them. & i'm playing the try to stop spending $$$ game b/c i don't have an income right now!
i could really use a motivational speaker to come over & yell @ me before i wind up living in a van down by the river.