Everythings wrong
Once again if you don't want to hear my shit then don't read this entry....
It storming out really bad. My dad managed to not be able to find retarded jobs for me to do for like 5 minutes...I've noticed lately that I only post in here when things get so bad that I don't know what else to do. I really hope Hot Topic calls me back soon on that job. I'd be pretty upset if I waited this long and didn't get the job. I don't want to work here anymore. The jobs are just getting so stupid. Half the time my dads just like "go help Al" Yeah dad I'm sure Al appreciates me standing there watching him while he washes a car which I can't really help him do because its just difficult for 2 people to wash a car. I just wish that I would do something right again for once. It seems that no matter how hard I try for something it just doesn't happen. I'm kind of upset about this whole appartment thing. I guess I'm just not as enthused as those guys. Don't get me wrong I want to move out but I dunno the more and more I think about it the more I want to live alone again. But I kind of commited to those guys so I don't want to back out now. I just see this hurting our friendship. I mean I've already gotten in like 2 fights with them and one of them being a huge one with Scott and we haven't even lived together yet! I'm just lost. We're supposed to go up and look at appartments tomarrow. Maybe that will excite me more. But I don't see how this is going to work out at all. Maybe I'm just so depressed becasue it's such a gloomy day but regardless I'm going to go now. Later.
It storming out really bad. My dad managed to not be able to find retarded jobs for me to do for like 5 minutes...I've noticed lately that I only post in here when things get so bad that I don't know what else to do. I really hope Hot Topic calls me back soon on that job. I'd be pretty upset if I waited this long and didn't get the job. I don't want to work here anymore. The jobs are just getting so stupid. Half the time my dads just like "go help Al" Yeah dad I'm sure Al appreciates me standing there watching him while he washes a car which I can't really help him do because its just difficult for 2 people to wash a car. I just wish that I would do something right again for once. It seems that no matter how hard I try for something it just doesn't happen. I'm kind of upset about this whole appartment thing. I guess I'm just not as enthused as those guys. Don't get me wrong I want to move out but I dunno the more and more I think about it the more I want to live alone again. But I kind of commited to those guys so I don't want to back out now. I just see this hurting our friendship. I mean I've already gotten in like 2 fights with them and one of them being a huge one with Scott and we haven't even lived together yet! I'm just lost. We're supposed to go up and look at appartments tomarrow. Maybe that will excite me more. But I don't see how this is going to work out at all. Maybe I'm just so depressed becasue it's such a gloomy day but regardless I'm going to go now. Later.