Oct 16, 2010 19:36
not literal. Its so weird though. i cant believe how quick my life is going by. I never thought anything would go the way it is going. 5 years ago i was scared to death of college and the thought of moving out of oceanside. grew up went there did that loved it. Now back in oceanside trying so hard to get out. People in my classes always say they cant believe im commuting to school. A lot of them live with their parents and stuff but in brooklyn. Im probably moving out this summer. maybe sooner.
i hated subs and thought they were a waste of a day or a period. Now im a sub. its hard. my kids are k-5 and usually dont listen at all. I work hard but its good money. i need to sub 2 times a week just to consider even able to be moving out.
Sometimes i wish there was a pause button and sometimes i wish there was a fast forward. Im so over school. i just want my career. I dont want to bring home readings anymore. I dont want to be reading every weekend. I cant wait for practicum.
this is an effed up entry,
whatevs