Life is Good!

[nouseforaname85]

Hey everyone long time no update..I know..since it has been a busy busy time! I have been thinking alot and I have come to many conclusions! Maybe its good to get away from people that might hold you back. Maybe no one is really going to be there for you through and through. Maybe People in general are heartless. But I have been thinking about those for a while and Some of them are true but then some of them are completely wrong. I dont really think there will be anywhere there for me at least not right now. I'm not trying to find one..since i am trying to finish school. I have never regreted anything in my life but come on now..I could be in Ohio right now going to the school I always wanted to....But its all good b/c now I am going to finish my degree at ODU and I am going to become a police officer (CSI) and then after that career I am going to start my own restaurant! I so cant wait it should be an intresting life! I know eventually be that someone in my life who loves me just as much as I love them or even more. But I'm not going to look for it.. If God Wants that to Happen that it will happen! I have got so caught up in the bad parts of life that i have let it effected me for way to long and now its time to only let the good things effect me and shrug off the bad crap. Throughout this whole time I've been thinking I am starting to believe that I should of believed Mike E. , Shauna, and My family. Its kinda crazy how right they were..but through and through I still love that one person. They may not feel the same but I am having a hard time with out her but I dont know why I am letting this affect me. The fact is I'm not depressed I just think about her every moment. I dont really mean to but it just happens. Well Work Is going really well I got a really sweet raise! Haha OMG I AM FORGETTING TO WRITE ABOUT THE COOLEST THING EVER!... My sister had her baby boy Saturday Nov 6th at 4:53 Pm! I think all newborns are ugly but this boy is the cutest ever. He has a little hair already and He is 8 pounds and 11 onces..and he is 21 inches! And then yesterday Kurt Came back form Diego Garcia (indian ocean) and he went truck shopping yesterday! REMEMBER KURT BUILT FORD TOUGH! haha. Its so awesome having him back. So far November Couldnt of been any better. My puppy Tala is doing so well.. The only bad thing that happens is when she starts whimpering at 4:30 in the morning and Im like omg please stop. LOL. Well Its time to go eat breakfest and all that good Stuff.. TALK TO EVERYONE LATER!
PEACE OUT GANGSTAS (LOL)
Later Days,
JOSH