wishing for better days
so its been awhile since i actually wrote something besides a poem in here. and thats only so i don't piss anyone off w/ what i have to say. apperantly that worked, so i don't know why im even writing this. but i do say what i want to say in them, and no one has really noticed. so maybe thats a good thing, im really not sure right now. im actually not sure about a lot of things lately. things like why i can't seem to get out of the mood i've been in for about 2 or 3 months now, or why no one really trys to talk to me or seem like they want to get to know me better. and its not like i haven't said this all before, but from what i've learned, actions speak louder than words. you know what im just gonna stop here before i give ppl more reasons to hate me even more, so im done.