Jul 17, 2006 14:13
i know i have my share of problems. i know sometimes i don't do the best job controlling them. sometimes its hard for me to control myself for that matter. i can't see past whats in front of me. i cant let go of the things that are bothering me.
and here you go again. you are hurting me with every breath. now you dont see me. you just see her. and no matter how many warnings i throw out there, its not enough. no matter how many times i help you to remember, its not enough.
and i know. i know whats going to happen. my gut... deep in my gut its this twisting pain. this empty feeling. all i can do is sit back and watch you destroy our relationship. that sucks.
i want someone who is going to love me. and never let that love go away...