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[notyourslot]

part of me hates you for what youve done to me...how much time i spent trying to please someone that never wanted me until they lost me. i hate that you make me never want to be in a relationship again. i think ive lost my ability to trust other people. i hope she knows how you told me youd never leave me. that no matter who you were with you would be marrying second best. im glad im the one trying to make things right. fuck that. have fun enjoying my life.

kiss the cheek
i cant kiss you anymore
and i would honestly love you now
but i would lovingly let you down
if you
if you feel the same way
then how can we be friends
cause like you know we cant go on like this
and i tried to give you everything
and if i fail well then i fail but at least i gave you something

its better than silence you know
give me one good reason to leave this inside
you dont have a good reason you know

im done with myspace. i hate it. please use the internet to stab me one more time. as if you haven't done enough.
here's to moving on and moving up

i now work for the recording academy...the people that vote on the grammys. amazing experience. ready to move on with my life. the end.