Unsure of whats to come
well my weekend has already been killed by friday night...i came home 20 minutes late and im groudned till monday...so my enti weekend is shot...fuck it...last night i went to the mall with john gresh...and met up with corey weaver and saw a bunch of people....john and i talked for a while....but the mall was a bust so we left...it was me rachel and gresh and i took john home...and me and rachel hung out in the parking lot for a while and talked... I really am not sure whats going on in my life...people are doing things to piss me off....some people are acting unlike themselves, its insane...im not even sure who my true friends are. My parents are acting completely different ..my stepdads on this grounding powertrip or something...trying to get me in trouble for everything....i don't get it...jen doesn't get shit but when i leave a book turned the wrong way....i get bitched at....guess i deserve it maybe? i mean i only try to help out around here as much as i can, but maybe i just don't do enough...im tired of updating angrily in this thing....i mean its nice to vent to nothing..but at the same time..i kinda wish i didn't need to anymore....im letting my mind get thte best of me, not really sure whats worth it anymore....I don't give up and i never will, but sometimes its like when i just wanna sit down and be content one of you people always have something to tell me im doing wrong....but what do i know.....everyone have a great weekend...