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I never thought it would come to this...the day my parents fought so much that they'd hurt my sister and I. Tonite my father and mother told each other off for the first time in 8 years....and whose in the middle? thats right....me....i now have no car because my dads sick of my mom talking about money....he's sick of supposedly giving all the time....when all i do is sit in the middle and calm them both down...my stepdad sits back and tells my mom to yell at my dad....its to much for me to handle....with all the other shit going on....its really killing me inside....How can someone go 8 years without fighting and keeping the peace...and ascrew it all up in a fucking day?.....this whole fucking concept of divorce pisses me off...and i know i shouldn't complain and all...but i've held this shit in for 8 fucking years....i've been on both there sides...for 8 years....i've stayed strong for 8 years...and im the one who gets penalized for it? i lose my car....i lose my insurance...and any money my parents can give me...my dads business is going under...and my stepdads a complete asswhole...why does money have to do this to everyone...all of this is because of fucking money....i'd give up anything to make all this greed go away.....hoenstly i would.....i can't take it anymore...
"failing is sort of like giving up....except its not your choice...."
"failing is sort of like giving up....except its not your choice...."