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...It hit me tonight. All of it.
I just spent the last four hours...
What happened?
I can't believe how fast things changed. Everything was going great. I had my whole life ahead of me. Then, out of nowhere, I'm single for the first time in three years, the city I just moved to was completely destroyed, I'm alone on my first day of work and suddenly the only living officer left in the whole city, and I'm killing people indiscriminately and watching those I was supposed to help die.
I can't believe I killed those people... Virus or no, they were still people. And I just gunned them down without so much as a second thought. I could've done something. I should've done something. That's why I became an officer.
I... couldn't save anyone.
And now I'm in this new world? Am I even supposed to believe that? I'm at the whims at some mad scientists. I'm an experimental freak, just like the people in Raccoon.
I have to keep going. I can't let them win now, after everything.
But my shoulder crossed the line from "getting infected" to "infected." And now I don't trust doctors enough to let anyone look at it.
...I hope Sherry and Claire are safe.