You're cute when you're sluring your speech, but they're closing the bar and want us to leave
I did what you asked me to. I did it for you. I talked to my mom, because i figured besides you, she would be there to help me. I'm still working on the other things, and judging from me not being put in rehab, she did NOTHING. I don't get this world, it's like you ask for help, and what happens? Noone gives a flying crap to step up beyond the comfort zone and help you. Why is that? Why is it that i went to you, looking to apologize, and what not, and instead we leave shouting at each other? I'm sure our damned secrets out of the bag now! I don't think all of Degrassi CS heard us!
I wish this all would go away, and we could go back to how everything used to be, before i looked to powder to solve all my petty little problems...I'm sorry okay?
Listen, I don't want to fight anymore, i want to go back, and just be with you, but i have to know that you want to be with me too.
Annnd my coversation with Mom went like this:
Me: Mom can i talk to you?
Mom: Sure, Em, what's up?
Me: I've been doing some things, and i kind of got caught up in it, and i can't seem to stop
Mom: Oh I'm sure you probably got that behavior from Snake.
Me: no Mom. it's not like that. I've been going down to the ravine...
Mom: Oh Em, i really wish you wouldn't do that, you know what happened last time
Me: No. Its not like last year, Mom i'm addicted to cocain
Mom: Em, i can't hear this right now, I have to go get Jack
(Mom leaves in tears to get Jack, I lock myself in my basement bedroom)
Our conversation was completly pointless ... I can fix it on my own!
There i go...with my Pitty me, my life is so hard crap. ugh! I have to end this, before i start to sound
even more pathetic then i am.
night guys
P.S- Please call me. Lets talk this out.