May 04, 2006 11:59
time for a quick up date.
i feel like a complete ass hole because i think i really hurt matt. i mean i told him that i really love him but this whold just being friends thing was messing w/ me head and i just couldn't do it any more. and so i told him that it would probably be best for now if we just didn't talk. and he hung up before i could explain my self. i dont know what 2 do i mean i feel really bad and i still love him its just he really hurt me and i just need 2 move on, because there is no chance of us getting back together.
ok for somthing happy / not.
i am going 2 my sophmore dance and i have a date, however, the kid im going with really likes me and i just want 2 be friends and im not sure i want 2 go with him anymore i mean i dont want 2 be a bitch and tell him that but, well i dont know what im gonna do i still have like 2 weeks to figure shit out.
my doctor is an asshole because she is the one who gives me my meds and she said if she cant do a full exzamination then i dont get my refill. and i was like hell nooo'ssss i dont know u and your not my regular doctor and i dont feel comfortable at all. well needless 2 say meg was a bitch and walked out and meg never got her refill ending in meg is FUCKED.
also, i did somthing really not good at all and i regret it and i dont know what 2 do about it. i mean how 2 fix it. i really feel bad and i dont know how i could fix this or if i even can. HELP!!!!!