i love hurricanes
i've lost all strength.. and that includes the strength to give a shit what people think anymore. " I'm a bitch." get over it.. i'm anorexic, get over it. there i said it, i fucking admitted it, whatever. " I need help. " i admit that too. i miss alyssa, but everyone knows that. i want to move away from here and never look back and forget everyone (except alyssa, and carla and jana, because i love them) but reguardless, i want to forget this.. all of this, and if anyone calls me fat, i will laugh at you. i want to go to miami, or ft. lauderdale. i love it there, i really do.. my hometown, how incredible. i'm finished acting nice to people because i'm supposed to.. i'm a complete bitch to people i dont like, and i dont like most people. go figure. i hate almost all of dannys friends, i'm sure they know it. i do love stevo, strippoli, zach and corey though.. everyone else can go to hell. i'm not faking anymore. if i hate you, you'll know it, i promise.
oh and for those of you who don't know, the whole world revolves around me.
i dont want to live anymore..
Updated: I finally ate dinner.. and kept it down. I've never been more proud of myself than I am right now.