21 candles...
meet my new friend: patrick bear
year 21...
how one year can bring a world of difference.
i guess when you always expect the worst, one day God will throw you a curve ball!
truth be told, i hate birthdays with a passion.
i usually have a bestfriend, or ex-band mate to screw it up,
but this year, keeping it on the dl proved the right choice.
between the sweet ass journal entries(tina, la, tessar, baby, and ching),
and the beautiful weather... it was already by far the best may 11th in recent years.
but then...
IT GOT BETTER!
my six year old niece woke me up with a kiss... *melts*
and handed me my first gift.
an elmo doll.
i love it!
went outside for breakfast that my mom had made for me...
skipped it to have ice cream cake with my other niece who then gave me gift number two,
a puppy stuffed animal.
my mommy gave me my third gift...
HAIR PRODUCT
doesnt seem like much but if you know me, its all goooooood!
got dressed and met up with my baby!
*got calls frum gracey and chen on the way!
i turn around at the station and there he is...
*funny how after all this time, i can still turn around and get butterflies in my stomach*
so i see my present in his hand and i pretend that i am not excited.
lol.
we watched "Man on Fire".
it was amazing-LY long.
we then had lunch at wendys and caught a cab.
we spent the night at HoJos...
room 1145.
it could've been a shack, and i still would've loved it.
wrestling, breaking records of three, drinking a shitload of soda, american idol, laughing, acting a fool, being hyper, the best present ever, and singing eachother to sleep!
it was beautiful...
falling asleep in my rightful place, with him in my arms.
i now realize that making him my life is the best decision i've ever made.
*thank you baby*
for making my birthday amazing...
