Relapse. Private. [perhaps hackable, he wouldn't care right now]
Stop doing this to me
I'm not meant to be--
Too unstable that voice in my head
Couldn't defend yourself if He broke through
Why do I always give into you of all people?
Yashamaru was right I'm..
.. too weak to deal with my strength.
and I can't leave
They need me I shouldn't be needing anyone
AND YOU WON'T LEAVE ME EITHER if i ever get used to this there's no going back
i can hear Him laughing at me like he did back then..
head aches, everything
Too much that I need more of.