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I'm ridiculous around him. I laugh at everything he says, because I think he's so funny, and I can't look at him without smiling, and I always try and sit in the seat next to him and I hang on every word and I am in full blown crush mode. It is so stupid. But I'm pretty sure he likes me too! He told me I was beautiful last night and I smiled all night, all day today. I am seriously 16. And I keep trying to tell him that I like everything about him, but there's never a right time. Either everyone else is around or he has friends in from out of town or we're drunk and I actually don't want it to go down like that. I want to do completely stupid things like hold his hand and hear about what he was like in high school and what he wants to be like in 10 years and what movies he loves and I really, really want him to kiss me. You guys, I have not been like this in forever. Butterflys and stuff. It is so stupid. But I'm going to tell him. Wish me luck!