Jan 01, 2010 22:44
Its nice to look back at your life and see that you are actually changing and growing. My life is beautiful, and I'm so happy and what that means for me now is embracing the fleetingness of life and not being defeated by the dark days. And its nice to know this in my head and also live by it. Moving to an island in the middle of the Pacific Ocean, thousands of miles away from home is one of the best decisions I've ever made, but sometimes its really hard. I love my life here, it is so wonderful but I want pieces of my life in Port Orchard, too. I want my dog and my family and my friends and man, growing up is harsh. But its a season, and its about growth.
Honaunau has everything I didn't really know I was looking for. I feel so raw down here, in the best way possible. I've made so many beautiful friends, and every day we just bask in the beauty that surrounds us and get stoked about going to the beach and are always so thankful for our lives, and on the days I'm feeling down or someone else is we can just talk about it or not talk about it but it just figures into part of the balance.
This year I want a one room cottage with an outdoor kitchen and an amazing, bountiful garden in the heart of Honaunau. I want to live by myself again. I want to spend 3 weeks in Washington/Idaho this summer. And I want people I love to come visit me.
Happy New Year, and I hope you all find peace, happiness, love, health and balance in the new year.
Aloha!