Sep 25, 2004 23:03
alright so today and tonight were awesome. anchors away, klu and instilled were all fucking awesome. i had alot of fun during out set. i almost passed out. i landed on my ass during aa and i went dizzy(if thats not hardcore i dont know what is) but seriously it was awesome. people were getting into us i think which is cool. annnnnnnnnndddd in other news.....
im a total fucking pansy. when it counts the most, when i really want to do something that im so pumped for, and so excited about, i can never pull myself to do it. i mean im not sitting here crying or anything but im definitely bummed out. when i become a man or just basically not a pussy, something will go down. i just gotta not be and act like i got nothing to lose.
tomorrow septic slaughter plays and that will be cool as long as i dont get hurricaned away.