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alright. so it's been a long time. things have changed so dramatically in the past two months that i find myself wondering if i even want to go to college in the fall. if you haven't found out what happened with vicky, someone will fill you in eventually. i just don't have the energy to explain everything right now. but ever since she, left, i've kept everyone i love very close. i refuse to let another person i love slip away. and that's why i don't want to head down to princeton and leave everyone up here by themselves. also, i did get accepted to princeton and rutgers but i will more than likely be attending princeton this fall. yes thats right. i chris james will be attending princeton and all of you that said i wouldn't can shove that up a warm spot that tickles your fancy. also since jason never updates, at all, i'll tell everyone some good news. jason is going to penn state. how he pulled that off i'll never know. he doesn't want to go, though. out of our group he'd be the only one leaving the state. kyle and devin are going to rider and tommy is going to trenton. we're pretty well rounded so when it's meg's turn to go to college, she'll pick one of these. but jason is considering just going to rutgers. he doesn't want to leave the state for some odd reason. judging on when my first class begins, i will more than likely be driving meg to school. just because i highly doubt i'll have any time at all to spend with her so it'll be a good time to catch up. we'll have breakfast or something. i wish i was still in high school already and i haven't even started college. but something tells me no matter what, we'll all stay together and keep each other updated about whats going on. thats why i'm convincing tommy, kyle and devin to all get journals. then we'll all know whats going on. wow this turned out to be a pretty long entry. all of my useless rambles that i will one day look back on and laugh at. oh and for meg. i've been asked to post this from jesse because jesse forgot his password for his journal. dumbass.
We're the best of friends
And we share our secrets
She knows everything
that is on my mind
Lately something's changed
As I lie awake in my bed
A voice here inside my head
softly says
(chorus)
Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see the feelings that you hide
Cause she'll never know
If you never show the way you feel inside
Oh, I'm so afraid
To make that first move
Just a touch and we could cross the line
And every time she's near
I wanna never let her go
Confess to her what my heart knows
Hold her close
(chorus)
What would she say
I wonder would she just turn away
Or would she promise me that she's here to stay
It hurts me to wait
I keep asking myself
(chorus)
Why don't you kiss her (tell her you love her)
Why don't you tell her (tell her you need her)
Why don't you let her see the feelings that you hide
Cause she'll never know
If you never show
The way you feel inside
why don't you kiss her
We're the best of friends
And we share our secrets
She knows everything
that is on my mind
Lately something's changed
As I lie awake in my bed
A voice here inside my head
softly says
(chorus)
Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see the feelings that you hide
Cause she'll never know
If you never show the way you feel inside
Oh, I'm so afraid
To make that first move
Just a touch and we could cross the line
And every time she's near
I wanna never let her go
Confess to her what my heart knows
Hold her close
(chorus)
What would she say
I wonder would she just turn away
Or would she promise me that she's here to stay
It hurts me to wait
I keep asking myself
(chorus)
Why don't you kiss her (tell her you love her)
Why don't you tell her (tell her you need her)
Why don't you let her see the feelings that you hide
Cause she'll never know
If you never show
The way you feel inside
why don't you kiss her