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broadway333: i REALLY know what you mean. It can be really heart breaking for me. But then I realize that i can never be the best, i can only be my best
broadway333: and that should be enough.
Raquel is the best.
I leave tomorrow around noon-ish. I don't want to go back. Yes, I miss my UCI friends, and I feel my time here was adequately spent. However, I do not feel there was enough of it. One more week -- five days, even, would have been perfect. I will be alright once I am there, I think, but this is so sucky right now. I got to see ALMOST everyone (the "almost" includes not seeing the Working people, which pisses me off), yet I saw many people only once and within large group settings...I don't know. And I am at such a low for other reasons. I'm just not too happy right now. And I talked to my mom about it, which took a little weight off my heart/head. Oh, and also, Sutton was singing on the Today show this morning, and I found out at 11 am. I was SO PISSED. I'm calling and getting a video of the segment sent to me.
Listen to me complaining.....sorry.
GOOD things that happened over break:
1.) NYC/SUTTON with my mommy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (this was the highlight of my winter and one of the highlights of the year...so was my trip in May when my mom and I saw her solo concert thingy)
2.) Holiday parties...two, I believe.
3.) New Year's Eve at Joe's
4.) Movies: Closer, Bad Education, Being Julia (watched it last night on a DVD that was lent to us...WONDERFUL)
5.) Les Miserables
6.) Christmas Eve
7.) Christmas Day
8.) Socializing with my wonderful friends...most of them, anyway.
9.) Decorating my Christmas Tree...ok, EVERYTHING about Christmas.
10.) Tea at the Beverly Hills Hotel w/ all the girl cousins
Too much to think about right now..going to pack.
broadway333: and that should be enough.
Raquel is the best.
I leave tomorrow around noon-ish. I don't want to go back. Yes, I miss my UCI friends, and I feel my time here was adequately spent. However, I do not feel there was enough of it. One more week -- five days, even, would have been perfect. I will be alright once I am there, I think, but this is so sucky right now. I got to see ALMOST everyone (the "almost" includes not seeing the Working people, which pisses me off), yet I saw many people only once and within large group settings...I don't know. And I am at such a low for other reasons. I'm just not too happy right now. And I talked to my mom about it, which took a little weight off my heart/head. Oh, and also, Sutton was singing on the Today show this morning, and I found out at 11 am. I was SO PISSED. I'm calling and getting a video of the segment sent to me.
Listen to me complaining.....sorry.
GOOD things that happened over break:
1.) NYC/SUTTON with my mommy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (this was the highlight of my winter and one of the highlights of the year...so was my trip in May when my mom and I saw her solo concert thingy)
2.) Holiday parties...two, I believe.
3.) New Year's Eve at Joe's
4.) Movies: Closer, Bad Education, Being Julia (watched it last night on a DVD that was lent to us...WONDERFUL)
5.) Les Miserables
6.) Christmas Eve
7.) Christmas Day
8.) Socializing with my wonderful friends...most of them, anyway.
9.) Decorating my Christmas Tree...ok, EVERYTHING about Christmas.
10.) Tea at the Beverly Hills Hotel w/ all the girl cousins
Too much to think about right now..going to pack.