Bligh Blegh Whiney Whiney Me.

[notwinniemekt]

Blegh. I feel both physically and emotionally sick. BUT I must say that I got incredibly frickin lucky to have Zach in this show with me. At notes, I think he sensed that I was not myself. So we took a walk after rehearsal to get coffee (alas, Deidrich was CLOSED by the time we got there!), and he just listened to me and talked to me and made me feel better than I had been feeling. Nothing I can really express on here -- not that it is personal or anything, just that it is way too hard to explain myself. The important thing is that he understood and made me feel happier. I'm glad I am over being intimidated by him -- it's much more fun to form a friendship than it is to allow yourself to feel inferior to someone :-)

Also, Ali and I walked to Starbucks and back again today (about a 20 minute walk each way), which was so fun and really, really nice. I love it when we just get to do our own thing.

Some happy, uplifting words from a clip of one of the Little Women songs...yeah, kinda excited. I can't wait until the sheet music comes out so I can sing this...it's my "song of hope," as lame as that is:

"Here I go
And there's no turning back
My great adventure has begun!
I may be small,
But I've got giant plans
To shine as brightly as the sun!
I will blaze until I find my time and place
I will be fearless, surrendering mnodesty and grace.
I will not disappear without a trace...
I'll shout and start a riot!
Be anything but quiet!
Christopher Colombus, I will be
Astonishing!"

Yep. Love it.

But I feel ill so now I will sleep.

(sorry this post had no interesting pictures. I guess I will be skimmed over on Skyler's "Friends" page, hm?? Just kidding...I kid, Sky. I kid.

I kid.)