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So I went to the Castle, with Nikki, Alan, James (Nikki's ex), Teena and Richard. We met Susan there, and she was breathtaking. Nikki could'nt have chosen a better Bi friend. I couldnt think of anything but to bow and kiss her hand. But then I was also blitzd off my ass, so it may have been that she was hot and I could'nt think cauise I'd just met her. I wasn't going to dance, but Nikki sort of forced me out ther after alot of drinks (like 40$ worth after I drank at the house) and I had alot of fun. I used DDR rythem and plaement for most of it, but I think the personal rythym turned out best. On a side note, I did not know WHAT to do with Nikki, I REALLY like her, but I don't know how to broach the subject again. I mean, sometimes I think maybe she likes me in the same way I like her, then I see her ex, and the choice of people she has and I figure, what the hell could she see in me, you know? but she brought out a wild side in me. I never would've gone out there and just DANCED, free and not caring a SHIT what anyone else thought, without her encouragment, and when I danced with her, her motions made me hot, made me want to get closer and well, im not going to go too far into that X-D
But I will say this, even with little setbacks, and no hints from her to continue further, until she says "no, I just want to be friends" I can't NOT try to get her to date me. shes too much thewoman I think I want! The body, the humor, a je ne sais quoi! I don't even know, I'm just so attracted to her. I even took back into some hacking, and a DOS (denial of service) code for her, (DANGEROUS considering homeland security is harsh right now) I almost can't say no. But I didn't learn NOTHING from my last facade of a relationship, and I know there must be limits. I won't go too "anyhting you'd like gorgeous" as much as I'd like to. :-/ I just want to know if I actually have a chance with her. I just want a little sign to go ahead and give her a kiss, or put my arm around her, or whatever. she drives me insane, and I love every second. Give me thy trespass again sweet one. I would dance a thousand hours if only to dance with thee.
But I will say this, even with little setbacks, and no hints from her to continue further, until she says "no, I just want to be friends" I can't NOT try to get her to date me. shes too much thewoman I think I want! The body, the humor, a je ne sais quoi! I don't even know, I'm just so attracted to her. I even took back into some hacking, and a DOS (denial of service) code for her, (DANGEROUS considering homeland security is harsh right now) I almost can't say no. But I didn't learn NOTHING from my last facade of a relationship, and I know there must be limits. I won't go too "anyhting you'd like gorgeous" as much as I'd like to. :-/ I just want to know if I actually have a chance with her. I just want a little sign to go ahead and give her a kiss, or put my arm around her, or whatever. she drives me insane, and I love every second. Give me thy trespass again sweet one. I would dance a thousand hours if only to dance with thee.