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Today was a pretty crappy day to say the least. First of all my usual source of entertainment and joy at school was home sick. Sorry Matt! So there was literally nothing to look foreward to other than coming home and taking a nap, none of which i did. Chours was pretty okay because we were in the auditorium and getting on the stage was such a great experiance. Speaking of which, tomorrow i am auditioning for a One Act. They are student directed plays. This is great in theory BUT there is a whole nervous twist for me. My good old buddy matt is one of the judges/directors. So i mean seriously that just adds a whole additonal level of anxiety in not wanting to make a fool out of myself. I mean does anyone agree or understand with what im saying? you dont want to look like an ass infont of your friends, right? AND its a cold read which i know i am already bad at because I get so nervous and my tounge will get tied n i will start shakeing and i will turn purple (LOL MATT) yeah so as you can tell I am getting kind of nervous over this. Ohwell. Today was such a blah day really. There was nothing good about it. it was just there. argh i feel so alone! Tommorrow will be better...i hope. lol My brother needs the computer so i should be going. I will talk to you all later. Love Ya!