its about time that i update this shit
i read everyones posts weekly but i never seem to update this thing anymore.
wellllllll.... not a whole lot has changed.
today is my moms 50th birthday but all that does is grant her the right to be bitchy at me for the rest of eternity, haha.
hmmm...
i turn 21 in one month and 24 days. =))))) not that its a big deal since i dont drink a lot. for the past few months my gay friend vince has been trying to put me through alcohol training but it doesnt seem to be going well seeing as i can still hardly finish two drinks without getting sick and ridiculously drunk. its pathetic! lets all hope that i wont be dying of alcohol poisoning on my 21st birthday because its looking like a possibility. =P
im really pretty happy in general lately though. i spend a LOT of time partying but i dont think theres anything wrong with that. especially since im a girl who didnt really experience anything like this until the past year (or less). its pretty cool having friends. and its neat how if you just give up trying to change yourself to impress other people they will finally start to notice you as you begin to just be yourself. all of this is really very new to me. im still so insecure around a lot of people but ive gotten SO MUCH better.
nowadays i look like this...
haha!
wellllllll.... not a whole lot has changed.
today is my moms 50th birthday but all that does is grant her the right to be bitchy at me for the rest of eternity, haha.
hmmm...
i turn 21 in one month and 24 days. =))))) not that its a big deal since i dont drink a lot. for the past few months my gay friend vince has been trying to put me through alcohol training but it doesnt seem to be going well seeing as i can still hardly finish two drinks without getting sick and ridiculously drunk. its pathetic! lets all hope that i wont be dying of alcohol poisoning on my 21st birthday because its looking like a possibility. =P
im really pretty happy in general lately though. i spend a LOT of time partying but i dont think theres anything wrong with that. especially since im a girl who didnt really experience anything like this until the past year (or less). its pretty cool having friends. and its neat how if you just give up trying to change yourself to impress other people they will finally start to notice you as you begin to just be yourself. all of this is really very new to me. im still so insecure around a lot of people but ive gotten SO MUCH better.
nowadays i look like this...
haha!