Sleepy Time...So Why Am I Still Awake?

[notusuallyaslut]

I have discovered that I have an increasing fear of food...the more weight that I lose the more I fear food...how warped is that? I really do fear that I may be insane. I know that I shouldn't be doing this to myself, but as my weight nears the low 90's I would love to get down in to the 80s, maybe even lower. That would be amazing. My family is totally discouraging, they just keep pointing out that I've gotted fat again since I've been home. It makes me sick. I know that I'm getting fat, I do own a mirror, even if they wont let me have a bathroom scale. Oh well, I may be done venting for the moment...

P.S. New obsession with ellipses...they are usable in almost every situation...see?...told you...