Soliloquies
1. I am scared. The world is in great turmoil, but I am not yet in your heart where I am destined to call my home.
Will I ever find you? Who will lead me to you? when nobody is willing for us to be together, and when every means seemed too impossible.
Yet, deep in this fearful soul, there is a glint of hope which lights thy dark thoughts, believing that someday we'll meet on the crossroad of our mortal life.
So for now, beyond promise, I will take good care of myself. I will try to breathe even if thy abode is brimful with impurities.
Yes, I will try to live, just so someday when fate will bring you to me, I still have the chance to utter your name even from a distance and even if you're admiring the other lady's charm.
I would rather have a glimpse of sparkles in your eyes every time you smile, than to leave this earth without seeing you even just for a while.
2. As of the mid-year of 2010 there were 6,852,472,823 people inhabiting the Earth.
Do you know how will I find you?
Thy heart believes...
You have the sweetest lips that will silently tell me I am not alone.
You have angelic eyes that will bring me eternal peace.
You are the one with an encouraging smile that will soothe my tiring days.
Simply, Your soul is fated to adore me. So don't be too surprised when someday under the naughty heavenly bodies, you'll unwittingly look into my eyes and realize that I am the one you've been longing to meet.
3. The night sky is void with beautiful stars again. I've been waiting to see a single sparkle above. You know why? Each time I look at the stars I imagine that somewhere, somehow you're also glorifying its loveliness while whispering to the balmy summer breeze my unknown name.
4. Eight hours ago, I had a painstaking experience...being rejected again.
Good thing I forgot my umbrella, I didn't have a choice but to cry with the heavens. I felt the melancholy ebbed away as the rain gently dripped from my eyes.
5. The best part of me is having you, please never let go. I only have one life to live and I am willing to spend it with someone as special as you.
6. If there will be a cysalist star this evening, I will wish to be an air, so that you could breathe me in. Once I am in your system, promise I will tell Mr. Brain to release gazillion of endorphin & dopamine just to make you happy, even just for a day.
Will I ever find you? Who will lead me to you? when nobody is willing for us to be together, and when every means seemed too impossible.
Yet, deep in this fearful soul, there is a glint of hope which lights thy dark thoughts, believing that someday we'll meet on the crossroad of our mortal life.
So for now, beyond promise, I will take good care of myself. I will try to breathe even if thy abode is brimful with impurities.
Yes, I will try to live, just so someday when fate will bring you to me, I still have the chance to utter your name even from a distance and even if you're admiring the other lady's charm.
I would rather have a glimpse of sparkles in your eyes every time you smile, than to leave this earth without seeing you even just for a while.
2. As of the mid-year of 2010 there were 6,852,472,823 people inhabiting the Earth.
Do you know how will I find you?
Thy heart believes...
You have the sweetest lips that will silently tell me I am not alone.
You have angelic eyes that will bring me eternal peace.
You are the one with an encouraging smile that will soothe my tiring days.
Simply, Your soul is fated to adore me. So don't be too surprised when someday under the naughty heavenly bodies, you'll unwittingly look into my eyes and realize that I am the one you've been longing to meet.
3. The night sky is void with beautiful stars again. I've been waiting to see a single sparkle above. You know why? Each time I look at the stars I imagine that somewhere, somehow you're also glorifying its loveliness while whispering to the balmy summer breeze my unknown name.
4. Eight hours ago, I had a painstaking experience...being rejected again.
Good thing I forgot my umbrella, I didn't have a choice but to cry with the heavens. I felt the melancholy ebbed away as the rain gently dripped from my eyes.
5. The best part of me is having you, please never let go. I only have one life to live and I am willing to spend it with someone as special as you.
6. If there will be a cysalist star this evening, I will wish to be an air, so that you could breathe me in. Once I am in your system, promise I will tell Mr. Brain to release gazillion of endorphin & dopamine just to make you happy, even just for a day.