Kate,
this is an apology. i was a douche and i'm sorry. even after promising not to be a douche, i was anyway. i feel like a creep for making you unhappy, but i feel even more like a creep because deep down i now resent you for being happy without me. it took almost two weeks for me to publicly acknowledge that i feel anything about what's happened...it's the stubbornness in my blood. i would have liked that conversation two days afterward, but i had a class i needed to get to. i was hoping our next meeting would hold that conversation therein, but no luck having - i was thrown my stuff and shown your back. if this conversation is still fesible to you, please leave a comment so we can arrange it for in person. if it's out of the question, there's no need for any response.
Best Wishes,
Dave
Best Wishes,
Dave