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Alhamdulillah,
2010 has been a year of changes,
a myriad of changes, positive ones at that.
Looking back, I was so different at the start of the year. All I could think of at that moment was my results, and for that, I think my intentions went wrong, most of them, astarghfirllah. Over the next few months, much of my life was mundane, lived day to day without much purpose, intention, the time I had wasn't used at its best. My mind was working, yes, because I had things to do. However my heart and soul weren't calm, but were instead, restless. I was quite the pessimist, admittedly, especially when I bottled it all up inside, too much for me to even fill it up even further. I wasn't happy. Something was missing.
Alhamdulillah, I really Thank You Allah, for opening up opportunities for me. During the past few months, since school started actually, I've come to realise my intention, my goals, my purpose. InsyaAllah in the year ahead, I'm going to try to live it up to my goals(and hopefully be consistent) in this short, temporary life, for the benefit to be reaped(insyaAllah) in the permanent, everlasting AfterLife.
Alhamdulillah, for the opportunities given, for the ukhwah, for the realisation, for the love, and for everything else that You have given me, are giving me, will give me. Forgive me for all the sins I've committed, I beseech You, for I truly regret them. And I know, for every year, our resolution is to be a better Muslim, that's what we hear all the time. But I truly mean that, I hope I can achieve that, amongst my few other resolutions, InsyaAllah.
Okay I'm a happy girl I wanna try to be the optimist now =)
2010 has been a year of changes,
a myriad of changes, positive ones at that.
Looking back, I was so different at the start of the year. All I could think of at that moment was my results, and for that, I think my intentions went wrong, most of them, astarghfirllah. Over the next few months, much of my life was mundane, lived day to day without much purpose, intention, the time I had wasn't used at its best. My mind was working, yes, because I had things to do. However my heart and soul weren't calm, but were instead, restless. I was quite the pessimist, admittedly, especially when I bottled it all up inside, too much for me to even fill it up even further. I wasn't happy. Something was missing.
Alhamdulillah, I really Thank You Allah, for opening up opportunities for me. During the past few months, since school started actually, I've come to realise my intention, my goals, my purpose. InsyaAllah in the year ahead, I'm going to try to live it up to my goals(and hopefully be consistent) in this short, temporary life, for the benefit to be reaped(insyaAllah) in the permanent, everlasting AfterLife.
Alhamdulillah, for the opportunities given, for the ukhwah, for the realisation, for the love, and for everything else that You have given me, are giving me, will give me. Forgive me for all the sins I've committed, I beseech You, for I truly regret them. And I know, for every year, our resolution is to be a better Muslim, that's what we hear all the time. But I truly mean that, I hope I can achieve that, amongst my few other resolutions, InsyaAllah.
Okay I'm a happy girl I wanna try to be the optimist now =)