Happy New Year!
so yeah, on New Year's Eve i went to a party at Lynette's house. it was her sister's bday party/new years party. it was ok i guess. kinda boring but yeah. and omfg. yesterday morning i went to Woodfield. i was in PacSun and i took out my money since i was going up to the register to pay. well, i go up to register, hand the guy the sweater, then i look down in my hand and my money is fucking gone. i looked around in the store and i couldn't find it. i am so pissed off. 50 fucking dollars. i am NEVER going to forget this. everytime i think about it i just feel like crying. seriously, im such a fucking idiot, and don't say im not because only an idiot is that careless to hold $50 in their hand and fucking lose it. now everytime i go into that store it's going to bring back memories. if only i didn't go to woodfield, like i was suppose to from the start. or if i didn't get the idea to go to PacSun it would have never happened. i am never going to forgive myself. god. today feels like a fucking sunday. i really don't want to go back to school. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. im soo mad. i went to Target to try to find some pants. well i tried on 4 pairs and none of them fit. they were all 5's. i guess it's time to move onto a 7. it pisses me off how i can never find a pair of pants that actually fit because they always look retarded or are too wide because my legs are so skinny. i found this pair at Old Navy that i really wanted, but it was sagging in the back because well that's what happens when you have no ass and skinny legs. so yeah, i wanna find a shirt offline and then order it. hopefully if my mom let's me. wow, i don't even know why im talking about this. well im gonna go . bye.