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As
much as I like to consider this time in my life a transitional period,
I can't help but wander if this is how its always going to be.
Sequences of events going as this. Ryan meets major friends, Ryan loves
major friends. Ryan bichariously meets minor via major friends. Ryan
enjoys three years with major friends, seeing minor friends everyone
once in awhile. Ryan enjoys life for awhile. Everyone grows up some,
experiments in the "better aspects of life." Friends move away. Ryan
starts to hang out with the minor friends that he meet via major
friends. Ryan still thinks of old major friends everyday. Minor friends
soon turn into Ryan's major friends, and Major friends turn into old
friends. Ryan has relationships with girls and hates himself. Old
friends show up everynow and then. Ryan still thinks of them everyday.
Everyone wants to be 13 again. Ryan sees how everone is know by the
police and the local drug dealer. Ryan hates everything that has to do
with drugs. Ryan loves his major friends. Ryan still longs for someone
to cuddle with this winter. Ryan cares more about someone who wont ever
return call though, not in a bf/gf way, he just cares about her. She
has no idea why but, she lives the life she lives. Two miles away in
body, but a million miles in heart, and five years in history.
Thanks giving break was alright. I don't know what to do with myself.
Do i wait, do i persue, does she bait, or is she true.
Thanks giving break was alright. I don't know what to do with myself.
Do i wait, do i persue, does she bait, or is she true.