Day two.
Therapy today was pretty ok I guess. I still feel alot anger, while I think on some things. But I'm trying to every time these thoughts that makes me angry think about something else. And it seems to work sometimes, sometimes not.
There is this group I've joined, where we sit and talk about our problems. It's really dorky.. But I'm giving it a chance. But no one seems to want to talk to the newbie of the group, they just sitting there staring at me. Many of them have a friend or a partner with them, to give them suport. I have no one there. It's not like I want to ask Hermione all the time. She has lots of other stuff to think about.
I can't stop thinking though, that if I havn't started that fight with place and said those stupid things about Draco, maybe Blaise still would be on my side and follow me there.
But I should not think about Blaise, the therapist told me not to. A sent him a owl to tell me we are taking a break, and I think he wanted that too. Maybe he was glad and happy about it. Maybe he's even find someone new already..
But I'm gonna show him. Maybe I'm gonna be the one not wanting him back!
There is this group I've joined, where we sit and talk about our problems. It's really dorky.. But I'm giving it a chance. But no one seems to want to talk to the newbie of the group, they just sitting there staring at me. Many of them have a friend or a partner with them, to give them suport. I have no one there. It's not like I want to ask Hermione all the time. She has lots of other stuff to think about.
I can't stop thinking though, that if I havn't started that fight with place and said those stupid things about Draco, maybe Blaise still would be on my side and follow me there.
But I should not think about Blaise, the therapist told me not to. A sent him a owl to tell me we are taking a break, and I think he wanted that too. Maybe he was glad and happy about it. Maybe he's even find someone new already..
But I'm gonna show him. Maybe I'm gonna be the one not wanting him back!