finally...

[notswanlake]

i think i found the one.
and its not who i thought it would be.
it's not what this journal says it would be.

it's not matt.
he's married now and has a baby.
well, fuck...time flies right?

married with a baby...dang.
well, good luck to him.

i have craig and he loves me unconditionally.
i love him unconditionally too.

this feels more real than the love that matt and i ever had.

matt who right?!

haha, you can never forget your first love.

but now i have craig and i really happy.

yeah!!!

gotta go to sleep, teaching in the morning!