hmm
Well..i helped Mary unpack today. We only accomplished the living room and laying down rug. Ehh..its better than nothing. I would have spent the night if i didn't have to be at work at 9 tomorrow. Tomorrow Joel leaves.......i feel like i am going to cry. 1 entire year without Joel being around. Poor Christi. I know how she is feeling right now. The life is being sucked out of her. And i feel it for her. *sigh* These are the time i especially hate the military. Chris comes home and his best buddy won't even be here. Its so sad. I just wish i could do something to stop him leaving. I am so helpless and i hate it! Fuck the military! Fuck the Marines for taking Chris and Fuck the Air Force for taking Joel. Grrrr.
Random thought: i need colored pencils to complete these drawings...
SO much bad stuff going on lately. Its almost unbearable. Plus my migraines are happening more often. Everyday i have a headache. I always have advil with me. I hate taking medicine. I don't take medicine. But i have to so i can function. Just too much stress lately. And it don't see it getting better any time soon. I am being so pessimistic right now but i don't care. Its how i feel. Gr.
Random thought: i need colored pencils to complete these drawings...
SO much bad stuff going on lately. Its almost unbearable. Plus my migraines are happening more often. Everyday i have a headache. I always have advil with me. I hate taking medicine. I don't take medicine. But i have to so i can function. Just too much stress lately. And it don't see it getting better any time soon. I am being so pessimistic right now but i don't care. Its how i feel. Gr.