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Apr 05, 2009 20:17

This is my officially resignation from all of it. For future assistance please go fornicate yourself with a metal rod.

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feymaker April 7 2009, 21:14:58 UTC
Okay what happened this time? Anything I can do to help. Trust me life sucks a lot lately for a lot of us.

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notsoshyviolet June 20 2009, 02:33:42 UTC
I went away for a while. I needed to find my faith again. I am okay, better. I had a bit to overcome and face down somethings. Like the fact my bi-polar got worse and I needed help. I hated asking for it and I hated needing it. But i am back, I am better, I am happy.

You'll see me wearing my bliss on my person when you next see me. Wishing you all the best in your trials. I'd suggest hitting the road like I did.

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feymaker June 20 2009, 03:12:30 UTC
I've actually been considering selling the house and leaving the state.

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notsoshyviolet June 20 2009, 03:26:07 UTC
If you honestly in your heart of heart feel like that is the answer then do it. Take off and my advice is do not burn bridges, you one day might need them. Sadly I hurt many when I just "left." In ways I am not sure I can fix. But I learned something, if they really were friends then they would understand and while be upset for the worry I cost them, would love me and know it was what I needed to do.

It turned out to be the best thing for me. I am HEALTY more so then I have been in some time. I said goodbye to yesterday and all those who seek to do me harm and left their bridge to them. In that fates gave me back ten-fold. Those who I thought were forever lost to me are back in my life in better ways then I thought they could be.

If you think you need to leave, I suggest do it. Follow you're dreams and why not seek your own shining star. Where would you go Dani?

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feymaker June 20 2009, 03:29:47 UTC
I've been considering a couple places, north, or out west. Someplace thats inexpensive that I could find a job. I even considered like an idiot Greece.

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notsoshyviolet June 20 2009, 03:42:19 UTC
Greece sadly is expensive. When I went I was lucky to stay with a friend who lived and worked in Athens. The cost to get there and back was horrid. Yet, silver there is much cheeper. Since the economy has gone to pot, things are a bit more off. Also with the unrest in many political countries Iran being one of them, I suggest maybe thinking something like, the Virgin Islands. While still getting a taste of the exotic, you still keep a safe and sane place.

My next trip is going to be Washington State to see Rodney and his woman, then Israel to see my beloved. Then I think Callie. But I need to get a new job first. I wish you all the best. In everything I am sorry you're so despaired at this time. I wish I could offer more assistance but sadly, it took me disappearing to make my life right.

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